This isn't going to be a formal blog anymore. It won't be professional, it will have errors, but most importantly, it will be told from my heart. Recently I have discovered I have no one to discuss my obsessions with. People find it weird or they just simply don't care. I know that I only have a few followers right now, but I just want to continue this blog to release whatever creativity/thoughts come to me.
I'm pretty sure my followers know that I'm extremely obsessed with 90's TV. Particularly this show called That 70's Show. It's completely unique, hilarious, dramatic, passionate, and it overall just makes you feel something when you watch. I had been watching every single episode (like the dedicated fan I am) for many months.
Today about an hour and a half ago, I finished the last episode. This may sound stupid, but I frankly don't care...I literally fell over as soon as it ended. I just fell onto the floor. It felt like my heart had been sucked out of my body. I haven't stopped crying, haven't stopped thinking about every character, scene, setting of the amazing show that has become a part of me since. Anyone who's ever obsessed over something will understand. Yeah, it's a psychological issue, but I don't give a crap.
If you've ever obsessed over a TV show, movie, video game, anything with a virtual life...you get it. That's the life that you want for yourself, that you wish so badly you were living. When it ends, you don't know what to do with yourself. The only way for you to remember your past is for you to let it into your future, but with TV, I still haven't figured out how to do this. How would I make That 70's Show a part of my future if it wasn't real in the first place?
I need help.
